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In A Real Good Place

by Calm and Crisis

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1.
Moving Parts 03:42
All of my friends from back home are Moving Away Everybody’s changing and me I’m just Staying The same And I’m getting sentimental I’m getting misty eyed Harping on the good times What the hell am I doing with my life? Oh oh oh All of my friends are functioning With moving Parts I’m falling behind but when did this Race Even start And I’m feeling like a burden Swimming in my filth I’m feeling like a failure And drowning in my guilt Oh oh oh Fuck (Bass Solo) All of my friends from back home are Breaking My heart They’re all so together I just keep falling Apart And that girl I used to sleep with She just got engaged She is getting married And I’m not getting laid Oh oh oh
2.
I seem to cross Every line that I come across Spit in the sand as I go And all my convictions They whither with time I’m the biggest hypocrite that I know And I’m getting off As you’re stroking my ego Filling up as you feed me my pride I’m sitting up here On this throne of denial Full from eating my lies I’m the life of the party And they’re eating it up, They’re eating it up I’m the life Of the party And they’re eating it up They’re eating it up I’m the life of the party And it’s eating me up It’s eating me up It’s eating me up Its eating me Life of the party I seem to go where I know I’m not wanted Makes it so easy to leave I seem to do all these things I don’t mean to Makes it so easy to be An asshole Asshole I’m an asshole Asshole I’m the life of the party Asshole, Asshole, I’m an asshole Asshole I’m the life of the party I’m the life of the party And they’re eating it up They’re eating it up I’m the life of the party And it’s eating me up Its eating me Life of the party
3.
Dizzy, Tiny little cuts on my pale hands And bruises on my bones One foot In front of the other To get me home Filthy, From swimming in dirt and self-pity These ripped up old shoes that I own Put one In front of the other And I’ll get home No, Never gonna let this grow I admit, I lost control for a little bit Spinning Everything around me is spinning I can barely see my phone One foot, In front of the other To get me, Home Fuck me, The bourbon makes it all so fuzzy Gotta keep my head One foot in front of the other And into my bed I Am never gonna let this die I admit, I lost my shit for a minute there I admit, I lost my shit for a minute there Surfing on the concrete Gotta keep my head Dancing down the hallway Gotta keep my head One foot in front of the other And into my bed One foot in front of the other And over the edge. Over the edge Over the edge I admit, I lost my shit for a minute there I admit, I lost my shit For a minute there Gotta keep my head Gotta keep my head Gotta keep my head Gotta keep my head Keep my head Keep my head Never gonna lose control I’m never gonna lose control Never gonna lose my Never gonna lose my Never gonna lose My head I admit I lost control For a little bit.
4.
It was the middle Of a cold December night In a tight leather jacket He climbed up on her roof As he struggled To smoke cigarettes as he climbed She laughed cause she thought it was cute Then she saw his busted up face His old man just got meaner with age And she held him close Tight as she could squeeze Two fish Alone in the sea She wiped the blood from his face With her ripped up old Nirvana t-shirt And she cried as she asked, “Are you ok?” He said, “It looks a lot worse than it hurts. But with all these friends, I still feel alone Who do they expect me to be? You and me, We’re someone to no body Two fish alone in the sea.” She said, “You and I are trapped Here in this tiny pond Drowning in the ocean of our lives And in this sea You and me We are alone Only in your arms I feel at home.” He said, “With all these friends I still feel alone They treat me like I’m some sort of king And I’m drowning, Cause I’m nothing But skin and bones Only in your arms I feel at home.” “And all these people Moving parts It feels so empty It feels so dark.” She said, “Let’s leave Go somewhere far You get the whisky I’ll get the car.” “No time like now Nowhere but out No place like anywhere Where we’re on our own Only in your arms I feel at home.”
5.
Traffic 04:07
I’ve been stuck behind the same car All these years I’ve been wearing the same scars All my life Tell me What is it about you people? I love you but you scare me to death Tell me What is it about you people? I love you but you fill me with regret I know there’s no one on the road but me Stuck in the dirt on a dry day Feelin’ like a shut-in on a Friday Seems I need some gasoline Send some of that love my way Tell me What is it about you people? I don’t think there’s one of you I trust Tell me What is it about you people? I love you but I hate you just as much I know there’s no one on the road but me I’ve been stuck behind the same car All these years I’ve been wearing the same scars All my life Tell me What is it about you people? I love you but you scare me to death Tell me What is it about you people? I love you but you fill me with regret I know there’s no one on the road but me I can’t drive, I can’t drive Stuck in traffic all my life And out of spite Out of spite I’m gonna sleep in my car all night But I wanna leave I wanna breath Crack the glass And hear me speak So I can say something Say something new I’m gonna say something new No one on the road but me
6.
The invisible girl She moves with such speed Somewhere between point A and point B Oh oh oh She looks rather weak As if she might fall I’m barely here, But she is nowhere at all Oh oh oh When shes alone she doesn’t talk to herself She just sits there in the silence And watches time melt. Well somewhere between All the dope and no food Turning translucent beat the hell out of blue Oh oh oh When she’s alone she doesn’t sing in the shower She just watches time melt Hour by hour She’s the invisible girl When she walks her shoelaces dance Missed matched socks And loose fitting pants Oh oh oh She’s the invisible girl Somewhere between you and me She’s the invisible girl Somewhere that she’d rather be She’s the invisible girl Anywhere that seems like nowhere Somewhere where no one can see.
7.
Abandon Ship 03:25
Abandon ship You know he’s drowning you He’s made of lead You know you’re sinking too And it’s slowly Seeping through As you swallow your regret Late nights on the phone Behind a cigarette Don’t bail the water It’s a futile task Jump off the boat Why would you climb the mast? I don’t see how you could love Somebody else so much To drown instead of leaving him in the muck I will never be I will never be Caught up in the riptide I’m lonely but at least I’m dry I will never see I will never see What motivates your suicide? I’m lonely but at least I’m alive Or am I I don’t ever go down with my ship The sea gets rough and I just quit What the hell am I trying to prove? I wish I could drown with you But I abandon ship.
8.
Pale face in a mirror Water through my hair Try to work the courage up To go out there Silence on the radio And static in my head The source of love and suffering Is sitting on my bed She’s sitting on my bed Cabernet sauvignon She don’t stay to long I’m gonna drink the whole fucking bottle When she leaves Lou Reed on the stereo I can hear her sing along Sounds like she knows all the words To all my favorite songs Running low on alcohol And I’m running short on time And the reason I got drunk last night Is sipping on my wine She’s sipping on my wine Cabernet sauvignon She don’t stay too long I’m gonna drink the whole fucking bottle When she leaves.
9.
Wake 02:53
Seems like the days are getting shorter Every time that I wake up The circles underneath my eyes Are getting darker Every time that I wake up So I’m trying my best To see when I look I’m trying my best To love when I fuck I’m trying so hard To get out of my bed Every time that I wake up Cause one day I won’t wake up On day I won’t wake up And everything I am will be Absolutely nothing at all Seems the clock hand is moving faster I wonder just when mine will stop Another day another dollar Shit outa luck when I cash out my lot So I’m trying my best To have what I’m given I’m trying my best To hear when I listen I’m trying so hard To get out of my head Every time that I wake up Cause one day I won’t wake up One day I won’t wake up And everything I am will be Absolutely nothing at all So on that day That I don’t wake At least I will have heard the birds sing
10.
Penultimate 02:39
When your tongue is in my ear I can’t hear a lie When your hand is in my hair I don’t care if I die Cause it all just seems too good to be a lie When your nails dig in my skin I don’t care if I lose blood Nevermind the pain No, it sorta feels like love Cause it’s all just seems to fit like a glove Yeah it all just seems to fit like a glove When your thumb is in my mouth I don’t care if I pass out Let the blood rush to my head And pacify my doubt Yeah, cause breath is something I can live without Yeah, life is something I can live without When my neck is met with teeth Go ahead and sink em’ deep Cause it doesn’t have to rhyme It does not have to make sense Cause it all just feels too good to give a shit Yeah it all just feels too good to give a shit Well it all just feels too good to give a shit It feels so fucking good Penultimate.
11.
Barely Here 04:31
Are you still talking? Are we still fucking? It doesn’t matter I’m barely here Was that a joke? Should I be laughing? It doesn’t matter I’m barely here Was she pretty? Did I love her? It doesn’t matter I’m barely here Am I an asshole? Do you resent me? It doesn’t matter I’m barely here Now I feel scared I feel so low Where did everyone go? When I wasn’t there I’m barely Here.

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This is the first full length LP by Calm and Crisis. The album was recorded over many months, typically between the hours of midnight and 5 a.m. It took a long time for the album to take shape, and many songs were lost along the way, but after an extended period of turmoil and sleep deprivation, we finally got it to a real good place.

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released February 16, 2016

Calm and Crisis is:
Peter Bonaventure: Vocals and Guitars
Andrew Jordan: Bass
Jake Diamond: Drums

Additional vocals on track 1 by Andrew Jordan, Jake Diamond, and Eric Lee
Additional vocals on track 2 by Andrew Jordan, Jake Diamond, Eric Lee, Rogerio Naressi, and James Reber
Additional percussion on track 7 by Andrew Jordan
Additional vocals on track 10 by Eric Lee and Amy Bolembach
Piano on tracks 3 and 11 by Andrew Jordan

All songs written by Calm and Crisis

Produced and mixed by Calm and Crisis

Mastered by Ben Mangold

Album art by Lilly Cutts

Special thanks to Mike Harvey for pulling Pete's head out of his ass

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Calm and Crisis Washington, D.C.

Stylishly sad indie rock

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